You are not only one in that mode. I hope you are not in big city as I think Corona virus beyond containment now..
I know a fight is coming can’t turn other cheek and accept the slave collar.
Don’t know how this will end other than not good.
Chances we can avoid virus, government gone crazy, food shortage, incoming economic devastation…. even if we get off easy on one no way we can continue without radical changes from each event let alone if they hit one after another which pretty much sums up current events.