December 5: Still sick but getting better. Depressed over lack of success finding a surgeon / oncologist who won’t butcher my daughter and render her sterile, but praying and hoping. If we go with the first oncologist, it’s going to be a battle in ways we don’t want – the battle against the cancer is going to be hard enough.
Reading more in Selco’s book.
Felt a little temporary paranoia today when I read Daisy’s blog about the rating system in China and learned about mylife.com here. Took a brief gander (without giving an email address) and found out someone has written a review of me! I don’t know what it is, because I’m not giving them my email address. Sometimes it’s a real struggle between what my ethics tell me (it doesn’t matter what other people think, as long as you’re doing the right thing) and what the culture around us tells me (you need to look good). Oh, well. Something to meditate on and pray about. I’m sure the conflicts are going to get a lot worse in the years to come. Time to build that strength and resistance.